aloneMy pillow wet drinched with tears another night without your touch wishing you were herealone
as i lay on my bed the hole in my chest gets bigger my mind filled with memories of when we used to fall asleep on the phone because it was eaiser then saying goodbye what happened to that when you left it was so easy im begining to think im crazy for holding on so long im begining to hear anoiance in everyones voice
when i reach out for help so i keep it bottled up
i feel so alone
but im the girl who feels hurt and still smiles
goneWe cried We laughedgone
We faught together Young love true love
But now all I can do is hate
Backstabed and crying
I lay on the floor Wishing hopeing begging for death But I know death can only bring pain
So this is all i can do Look for help from god
But im not sure he's listening Because nothing has brought me joy since you left Hugs and Kisses only bring pain Knives and guns cant save me
Im to far lost forgotten and dead inside
whispers in the darkBlood Splattered on the wallswhispers in the dark
wonder if you'll catch me when i fall this gorges girl bleed pretty
with eyes that shin bright with suicide
your name carved on my arm so everyone knows who left me like this I wonder if you think about me up there as i turn my pillow to the dryer side
another sleepless night under my belt I look at my arms the scars serve as reminders of how many times you broke my heart with your fake I love yous, kisses, and meaningful looks I want the pain to stop
but the only one who can do that wouldn't even notice i was gone a i
Devious Journal Entry
Hopeless
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As long as im living my baby you'll be
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